A Personal Reflection on Getting Old! (article)

A Personal Reflection on Getting Old! (article)

My resistance to emerging social norms like gender fluidity makes me feel old. Attitudes have ingrained over the years and now seem stuck despite logic to the contrary. My kids have no such problem, their young brains adapt quickly. I increasingly feel on the wrong side of the saying: ‘you can’t teach an old dog new tricks.’

Just before Christmas (pre-lockdown) I tore my calf muscle playing tennis. My doubles partner heard it snap standing at the net. I have never torn a muscle, or broken a bone. This injury is another sign of age and physical degeneration … a stark and unwelcome reminder that I can’t take liberties with my body anymore. One of life’s cruelties is having to reconcile a mind that is still willing with a body that is less able. 

But what is harder is the torture of hair loss and the sudden fret when your memory fails and you can’t recall a name. Or worse, when you forget the name of someone you were introduced to just minutes earlier.

There are upsides. I am more patient and lose my temper less. My basic DIY skills seem to be improving with age. I’ve also started to teach myself to play the drums again – I learn more slowly now, but I am better able to apply myself.

I value life and am less judgemental about all its weird forms, even though they still unsettle me. I’m willing to share my house with the odd mouse rather than trap it. I think: “live and let live!”

Given a choice, I would never swap age and experience for youth. But that doesn’t stop my grief at its loss, especially when it comes to accepting rather than just tolerating new and necessary social norms.

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Letter to my 16 year old self (article)

Letter to my 16 year old self (article)

Dear 16 year old Kevin,

It saddens me to think of you with the anxiety of any 16 year old trying to find themself, made a thousand times harder because who you are has been shaped by racism. It has become part of you. It runs so deep that you will learn to split your personality to fit in, be normal, be acceptable, be white. 

I wish I could tell you that racism, the unpicking of it and putting yourself back together, understanding it and healing from it, will be painful but ultimately rewarding work. Work that you will come to love. 

I wish I could tell you that dyslexia doesn’t make you stupid and that your mediocre exam results won’t matter. That much what you were taught was perception, not truth. That you weren’t taught much of what you needed to know to face the world with genuine confidence, and that ‘front’ you showed was not of your making. 

I wish I could tell you that being all of yourself is okay, that being black is okay, really okay. Not just because you’ve heard it said and because you were told that’s how you should feel. But because you understood the truth of it and the truth in it: that we are all the same. That we are all human, even though sometimes we can be inhumane.

That it all turns out okay and that I wouldn’t have done it any differently.

I wish I could tell you that you are ready for it all and that most of the battle for happiness and contentment is learning to love yourself and trusting your instincts. Trite as it sounds, it’s true.

I know, from watching Back to the Future, that tampering with my past would risk changing the present. So, I wouldn’t tell you any of this for fear of it taking you down a different path. But I do wish that somehow I could be there to ease the pain, just a little. 

Without you, there would be no me. Thank you for your resilience, for being a dreamer, for staying optimistic and for believing the world might be better one day, even though you didn’t know when and how. This resilience and dreaming have stayed with me. So, thank you. Keep dreaming.

 

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Open Letter to Arts Council England (article)

Open Letter to Arts Council England (article)

Dear Darren / Sir Nicholas,

Arts Council England (ACE) has tried everything it can think of to improve diversity. The effort has been immense (this should be acknowledged) but the results, in your own words, have been ‘disappointing’. Your recent calls for the Arts Council to do better on racial inequality going forward are welcome. It’s in all our interests that this time we succeed. Ongoing failure hurts us all. It is with this in mind that I write to you.

No doubt you have both been overwhelmed with advice on the best way to improve diversity in our sector. But I am compelled as someone who has worked on issues of power, race and identity for 25 years, and as founder of a Sector Support Organisation (MeWe360) which represents one of the largest BAME networks of creative entrepreneurs in the UK, to add my voice to the mix. Thank you in advance for taking the time to read this.

I make the case below for a greater delegation of power through a £12.5m BAME-led investment fund as the quickest and most effective way to change the longstanding racial inequalities in our sector. That is our first ask. This figure is only 3% of ACE’s £409m spend on National Portfolio Organisations (NPOs). To put this in context, if I suggested investing in proportion to the size of the BAME population, the figure would be £57.6m (or 14% of ACE’s NPO spend). The size of the ask means that creating a BAME-led fund can be delivered within ACE’s existing diversity and innovation budgets.

Once this investment fund delivers success, we need to increase the spend to reflect the need. The second ask is that upon tangible success – which we think can be delivered within 3 years – the sum of £12.5m be doubled to £25m. That would still leave it far short of the proportional £57.6m but would provide compelling momentum towards solving an issue that has proven persistently stubborn for far too long.

Racial equality in the arts should not just be an aspirational hope. It needs to be a practical ambition, underpinned by deep understanding of the issues and by tangible action. We propose a solution which is within your power to implement, delivers far better than current strategies and has the potential for lasting and powerful impact. My call is for ACE to take up its responsibility and use what influence it has to redistribute power and resources to those who have, for so very long, been marginalised and silenced.

Why a Black-Led Investment Fund Will Deliver a Fundamentally Different Outcome

In short because ‘autonomy’ delivers better and is more important than access or money.

The sad truth is that we are wasting our spend on diversity. We use that money on setting or meeting quotas by “mainstream” institutions on the diversity of their audiences; or by investing in large BAME cultural institutions; or on various diversity programmes. This approach is not delivering and needs to be replaced by one that will.

A BAME-led investment fund is an idea whose time has come. It works because black leadership can focus the investment on the black enterprises that can make a real difference in changing the landscape. A slate of successful black-led initiatives and enterprises will not only deliver excellence in themselves but also provide role models and case studies of what successful diversity looks like. It will both directly address the race issue and provide a compelling catalyst for change across the whole sector.

In my view, there can be no better manifestation of diversity nor any better driver for progress on inequality than autonomy. A BAME-led Enterprise and Innovation Fund delivers this.

Why We Will Need to Invest More In Time

There is clear evidence (including from the recent culture bailout) that BAME-founded organisations are systematically under-funded because they are pitted against the interests of the major museums, galleries, theatres and opera houses. ACE has not invested at all in proportional funding which would require significantly more cash to BAME NPOs, c. £34.5m.

The average grant of our largest institutions is four times that of 12 of the UK’s best BAME-founded organisations combined. To pick one example (out of many), the ENO grant of £12.38m p.a. would pay for 25 Akram Khan Dance Companies; or 29 Phoenix Dance Companies; or 49 Punch Records; or 56 Ballet Blacks; or 59 Tomorrow’s Warriors; or 63 organisations like MeWe360.

These BAME-founded projects are part of ACE’s National Portfolio and deliver excellence, value for money, drive innovation and create small businesses which will diversify the sector and be the heritage of tomorrow. Yet the annual budget of the largest institutions could fund 12 such BAME NPOs (collectively) nine times over.

If at every 4-year spending review, ACE were to increase funding to all these BAME organisations by four per cent (more than twice the current rate of inflation) it would take 140 years for them, collectively, to match the grants of our larger institutions. We would not accept this rate of change to fix the inequalities in the criminal justice or education systems. It is equally intolerable for us to wait so long to root out structural inequalities in the arts.

We never ask any of the major arts institutions to deliver excellence on a shoestring. Yet, in terms of relative funding, we ask BAME-founded organisations to deliver excellence whilst surviving on crumbs. The rate of attrition on BAME leaders and their organisations is high, and, as a result, diversity and equality becomes a mirage. This is what David Olusoga meant when he said:

‘’… diversity is cherished, only so long as it doesn’t upset or challenge the values and beliefs of those with power. So in the end it comes down to this … does our industry [sector] have the will to genuinely share power with those who have, for so very long, been marginalized and silenced’’.

Summary

I have tried to outline two main issues that have held back progress on the issue of race. The first is the ineffectiveness of current approaches. And the second is the scale of racial inequalities in arts funding, i.e. that on our current trajectory we are several generations away from a fair solution.

And I have outlined two solutions. The first is to delegate investment to a separate BAME-led fund as the means by which to enable the autonomy that will deliver a fundamentally better outcome. Such a fund would demonstrate a real commitment to delivering on the powerful statements made by you both, e.g. in the introduction to ACE’s Diversity Review by Sir Nicholas, and the Black Lives Matter blog by Darren. And the second is to double the budget allocation once this approach is shown to work. It would still leave the sector short of racial equality but would make a very substantial contribution towards the outcome we need to realise.

These solutions are practical and within your power to implement. They will deliver far better than current strategies, will enable enduring change and will deliver lasting and powerful impact. We should act now.

Yours Sincerely,

Kevin Osborne

Founder & CEO

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One Thing You Can Do To Reduce Racism (article)

One Thing You Can Do To Reduce Racism (article)

Through social media, people often ask me what they can do about racism. 

There is no simple answer but certainly, it requires a deeper commitment than spending half an hour scrolling through your timeline on instagram. Racism is centuries old and so ingrained in society that many of us don’t know we are being racist when we are.  For those looking to take steps to understand racism and minimise its impacts, AWARENESS and CONSCIOUSNESS are the first steps on your journey to ‘wokeness’. Woke is  a term which has been hijacked by the media and in my view needs to be reclaimed. It is the perfect word to describe what is required, coming from the verb ‘wake’ or ‘awaken’.

To become ‘woke’, in its original meaning, is to become more aware of what racism is and how it shapes all our lives. Genuine ‘wokeness’ involves three key steps:

1. Education – Read blogs, listen to podcasts, watch videos, attend workshops  

2. Conversation – Have conversations with others to share and deepen your thinking on what you learn. Writing about what you learn can also be useful  

3. Action – Apply your learning. In the early stages this can be small things like just noticing racism when it occurs

These steps need to be repeated. As you complete more cycles you become more aware of what racism is and how you respond to it. Honing this process is the most powerful action any of us can take to fight racism, in ourselves and in society. The process requires commitment but most people who fully engage find it highly rewarding. It can often be the most powerful learning experience of your life.

It’s also a very challenging process and needs to be managed with care. For this reason it is important to:

Go slowly – Each step can be uncomfortable so it’s important to take small steps, especially at the beginning.

Do it with others – It’s best to do this process with others, you will learn more and you can build group trust when having open conversations on what is one of the most difficult topics to discuss.

Get a facilitator – In order to manage the above, find someone who has been through the process.

I have researched race, identity and power and worked with young people to help them navigate issues of racism in their lives. I’m piloting an introductory workshop for young people on racism.  We are looking for a group of 15 young people who want to take meaningful action on racism to participate in our online programme. The workshops are equally valuable to black participants as white, though for different reasons. As a result, introductory workshops will be delivered separately (all white or all black groups) with later workshops done in mixed groups as participants mature in their understanding of race, identity and power.

 

 

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Reflecting on the impact of MeWe360 (article)

Reflecting on the impact of MeWe360 (article)

MeWe360 (‘MeWe’) is a not-for-profit organisation, set up to develop BAME entrepreneurs – and their enterprises – in the arts and creative industries. It was a project motivated by anguish and hope. Anguish, born of my frustration at the underachievement and under-representation of BAME leaders; and hope that, through MeWe, we can help unlock the untapped potential of our members and help make the arts sector more inclusive. 

My anguish was tempered, and my hope cultivated, by the Clore Leadership Programme. I became a Clore Fellow in 2006. Towards the end of the programme, the idea for MeWe was beginning to take shape. Clore gave me the knowledge and motivation to develop the idea; it also introduced me to networks which helped me to get it off the ground. We launched MeWe in 2012. Now, Clore have asked me to reflect on MeWe and its impact.

Having given up my day job, I had a year to raise the investment to launch MeWe. Exactly 12 months and one week later I received the offers of investment I needed. It was a unique mix of commercial, public and private investors: Ingenious Media, Arts Council and Esmee Fairbairn. In total we secured over two million pounds. Our investors believed in our vision of a new approach for supporting BAME talent in our sector. They also believed that for MeWe to succeed it must have significant investment from the start. Three years after launching Arts Council made MeWe a Sector Support Organisation. This was another pot of secure funding which again gave MeWe the best opportunity to make sustained change. Otherwise, rather than developing and growing, MeWe would have just been scrabbling for grant after grant; a scenario described in my paper, The Black Arts Funding Trap

By all conventional measures, we have done well. Over the past eight years, MeWe has supported over 3,500 creative entrepreneurs through tailored business support, coaching, consultancy, access to space, networks and finance. We have helped our members raise over £2m in commercial and public investments. We have helped organisations like Channel 4 and Deutsche Bank to access BAME entrepreneurial talent and delivered our programme as part of their offer. For Deutsche Bank, our partnership has tripled applications received to their DBACE Awards Programme (which has now been running for 27 years) and significantly increased BAME participation – now at 52% of applicants; this has also converted to winners of the award. We have diversified our income from 90% grant funded to 24%. Having demonstrated sustainable growth, in 2017, we took a loan from the Arts Impact fund to expand our members’ hubs in Soho Square. At our peak (pre-Covid-19), our two buildings provided offices, studios, events space and meeting rooms, creating a ‘home’ for BAME entrepreneurs. 

In satisfaction surveys, 100% of the members who responded rated us as ‘Very good’ or ‘Excellent’.  And within that statistic are inspirational stories of both success and failure.  Like the member whose business failed in his first year with us. He took 18 months out to deal with the emotional fall-out from this. He then came back to MeWe and with our coaching support he now has a new business turning over more than a million pounds a year.  

Or like another member, for whose business we raised £150,000. He then wasn’t able to deliver the project as planned because, with family-member challenges of mental illness and bereavement through cancer, he had to focus on taking care of his children. MeWe stayed in contact throughout and offered support where we could. Having taken time out to re-group, last year he re-launched his events business.

Our aim at MeWe is to be there for the life of our member not the life of a particular business. Because within most journeys of success there will be moments that feel like failure. Our uniqueness is in the depth of our support and our deep understanding of BAME entrepreneurs and their needs.     

I could easily write more about our successes, but as its founder, I view MeWe’s success not only in terms of the standard evaluation data we must produce for award bodies and partners, but also on more intangible measures, including the extent to which we have maintained our commitment to championing the changes we want to see. For any leader pushing for racial equality, ‘walking your talk’ is a tightrope. You are constantly navigating the line between ‘I have a dream’ and ‘the art of the possible’. The ‘possible’ emphasises small steps, the gaining of currency and the building of foundations in the world as it is; we have done this and more. But the ‘dream’ (or the ‘art’) opens the imagination to new ideas that might change the world. And the dreamer in me worries that we have not done enough in this respect. It’s difficult. At every turn you are balancing the power you have as an individual with structural inequalities that exist at every level of society, across all sectors, including the arts and creative industries. What would be achievable without such limitations is the ‘win’ MeWe is ultimately striving for, a win that would benefit the BAME leaders we serve, their communities, our sector and society. 

As we surface from months of lockdown due to Covid 19, a period punctuated by protests about racial inequality, there has been time to think about the last eight years. I question which compromises were necessary and where I might have been braver. This is probably why a glossy presentation of MeWe’s impact would feel somewhat hollow at this point. How do you evaluate the extent to which you have led with bravery and authenticity on the issues you care about, whilst managing the risk to your career, status, financial security, and emotional wellbeing? Any failure comes with shame in our society, but it is especially true when you are a BAME leader in the arts – something I talk about in my 2018 paper, Black Leadership Matters.

This brings me full circle back to Clore, where the mantra during the programme was ‘be yourself’ and ‘trust your instincts’. But in day-to-day leadership there is an almost irresistible pressure to play the game, not to rock the boat, to be pragmatic. In reality, the skill is in playing the game and being brave. 

I have no illusion that racial inequality will be solved in my lifetime, but I want MeWe to move the dial in our sector. That will need my team and me to be braver in having the conversations that need to be had. Perhaps, if nothing else, world events have given me the push I needed to be braver, and at the same time made this more possible. Inevitably, I’ll continue to walk the ‘tightrope’, but now is the time to start doing so with more courage.

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Systemic funding failures: it’s time to fix the fault lines (article)

Systemic funding failures: it’s time to fix the fault lines (article)

The renewed energy and publicity across the world being poured into the fight for racial equality is colliding with the Covid crisis, taking us to a crossroads for arts funding in the UK.

All funders – especially Arts Council England (ACE), given its responsibility to help distribute the £1.57 billion of emergency funding to the arts and creative sector – have to reconcile their renewed commitment to racial justice and the need to support what is disproportionately a white arts, cultural and creative industry.

Covid and Black Lives Matter may just be moments of crisis and the bailout could be used to simply get us back to life as normal. Or, together with the looming financial crisis and climate change, this may all be a tipping point into something new, and the bailout used to shape the future we want to see for our sector, our country and perhaps the world.

The funding fault lines

As a black leader with 30 years’ experience in the arts and creative industries, I have hopes and fears for the bailout as a moment of change.

There is little research on diversity funding policy specifically relating to race; we don’t capture this history sufficiently well. There are valuable case studies, but the opportunities to learn from these have too often been missed. As a result, diversity arts funding policy and practice has made little progress. Funders, including ACE, still have a systemic bias against the funding of Black Asian and Minority Ethnic (BAME) organisations. For the avoidance of any confusion let me give an example.

In 1996, I founded Tribal Tree (Tribal), a not-for-profit programme for music artists. Located in Camden, opposite the Roundhouse, Tribal targeted disadvantaged young people, mainly from BAME communities. The programme, arguably the most successful of its type, helped launch artists like Plan B, Amir Amor, Richard Rawson and Anita Blay. Others became community leaders emulating the work of Tribal, and one became a therapist with a special interest in youth violence.

3 years after launch, Tribal won the PRS Foundation’s Outstanding Contribution to New Music Award. Four years later Tribal closed. Tribal’s funding slowly dried up as funding was redirected to the £27m development of the Roundhouse, which was supported with private investment from Sir Torquil Norman and grants from the Arts Council amongst others.

The story highlights the fault lines in our funding system. No one set out to close Tribal; I doubt Sir Torquil knew Tribal existed, and there was no question that ACE valued Tribal’s work. So, what went wrong?

Two for the price of one

The reason a potentially flagship BAME organisation got trampled under the wheels of a major heritage project was due to the systemic bias of funders, who, with good intentions, prioritise preservation of heritage (often associated with excellence), value for money (i.e. match funding and scale) and diversity, in that order. When resources are limited, genuinely delivering on all three priorities becomes difficult. Embedding the delivery of diversity targets into ‘heritage organisations’ like the opera houses and the major museums and galleries, allows funders to get ‘two priorities for the price of one’. There is then less impetus to fund BAME-led and BAME-focused initiatives.

I worked with the Roundhouse in developing its community programme. It was a good project, which served the whole community, but it was not BAME-founded nor BAME-led. In my view BAME ‘foundership’ and leadership matters. For ACE and others to fund the Roundhouse at the expense of a grassroots BAME-led project, which was exceeding all performance targets, was at odds with best diversity practice. However, when a large project came along with matched funding, great connections and a strong heritage angle, the smaller organisation, with its grass roots character, had no chance – no matter what its track record.

Inconsistent

It’s worth saying, that the ‘value for money’ argument is not consistently applied. For example, the Royal Opera House and English National Opera (ENO) deliver a more similar product than Tribal and the Roundhouse, yet both continue to receive a lot of public funding, despite all the debates about value for money. Why? Because the arts funding system in the UK values heritage even more than value for money.

Changing this will not be easy, but equally, it is not that difficult either. My guess is that ACE will again bailout the ENO and other large institutions that are arguably surplus to requirements both in terms of their value for money and, in my view, their heritage value. ENO’s grant of £12.38m would pay for 63 organisations like MeWe360, the sector support organisation I run for BAME creative entrepreneurs in the UK. If as a society we value organisations like ENO 63 times more than MeWe, then it is unsurprising that BAME-led organisations which deliver excellence, value for money, drive innovation and create small businesses which will diversify the sector, struggle to survive at moments of crisis.

Waiting for equitable distribution

Undeniably, we are at a moment of crisis and the distribution of the bailout will reflect (in pounds, shillings and pence) how far we’ve come on diversity. So far, ACE’s emergency funding programme has not reached the number of BAME organisations it should have. The equitable distribution of the £1.57 billion bailout of the arts and creative sector could be an opportunity to change things.

Where should we start? ACE needs to create a £12.38m BAME investment fund that will support creative enterprises and entrepreneurs through this crisis and delegate management of this fund to those with a track record of accessing and supporting BAME talent. The £12.38m figure for the BAME fund is the same as the annual ACE grant to ENO. It is not about a tradeoff between ENO and a BAME fund – this would be a distraction. The number focuses attention on what we genuinely value; and the extent to which black lives really matter to decision makers in our sector.

Our government delegates arts funding to the Arts Council, and the Arts Council now needs to delegate down another level again. It has done so before. If managed in the right way, this will be an equitable way to support diverse creative businesses out of the current crisis and stimulate the more inclusive sector we all want to see. If successful, we can create the heritage of tomorrow, owned and valued equally by us all and housed more in cyber space than in crumbling buildings.

Genuine diversity should not just be an aspirational hope. It needs to be a practical ambition, underpinned by tangible action. We know what we need to do. And, if crises are opportunities for change, we now have a once in a generation opportunity to act.

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